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March 21, 2005

Don't know where...

How do you start in on something you know you need to do, but you're so overwhelmed by the job you don't know where to even begin? I've got a couple of things like that going on right now, both at work and at home.

Work is a major project that will require me to completely redesign one of our job functions. I haven't even begun to think about how it's going to work. It needs to be done by the end of May, and in the meantime, there is one major deconversion and several minor conversions that also require changes to the job. And those happen the week before the major project takes affect.

Home is the pit that is my bedroom. I would show you a picture, but I'm too embarassed by how bad it's gotten. I know I need to do it, I know it's not good for me to let it get any worse, but when it seems like there's so much to do to get it done the way it should be done it's hard to handle. I sometimes feel like there's something about me emotionally or mentally that allows it to get this bad, and sometimes I think it's just laziness. Either way, I need to put a stop to it. Make some rules about my room and stick to them.

*sigh*

Well, I think I'll turn off the TV 'cause the news is on and it's rather depressing. There was a shooting at a school in Minnesota today and at least 10 people were killed, including the shooter. I just don't understand the violence that happens in today's society. No matter how bad things get, I could never even think about doing something as drastic as murdering people. My heart and prayers go out to the people affected by this horrific tragedy.

Posted by Jenny at March 21, 2005 09:53 PM

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