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January 09, 2006

Winds of change

I'm a little stressed out right now about a few things. First and foremost, my cousin and I are getting ready to put the house up for sale and I'm a little nervous about the whole thing. I have faith that we'll ultimately get what we want, but that doesn't make it any less nerve-racking. I know I'll have to find a place and I haven't decided if I want to rent or buy. And if I want to buy, will I be able to get what I want and afford it. For that matter, will I be able to get what I want renting?

The next item on the agenda for stress is work. I was told today that I'll be transitioning into a project support role, which is cool, but totally venturing into unknown territory. I'm currently in production team lead role, meaning I answer everyones questions because I've got all of that random work-related information stored in my brain and can recall it at will. Now I'll be using all of that stuff to help implement new programs and system changes that affect my current department. While I agree with my management that this is a good career move for me, I don't want to get in over my head. My biggest fear is being an utter failure. I hate to fail, but have been know to do things that I know I can't succeed at. Call it a character flaw. I just worry that this is one of those things.

Everything just seems to be in chaos right now. I know things will calm down, but this entire life transition right now sucks.

Posted by Jenny at January 9, 2006 10:30 PM


call me we'll have coffee (mountain dew) and chat.

Posted by: bro at January 10, 2006 06:59 PM


Posted by: NiNi at January 17, 2006 10:55 AM